Saturday, October 21, 2006

Busy studying

posted under by dutchie | Edit This
Ahh yes, it's the weekend again! Decided to stay home tonight, even though it's a Saturday and I really want to go out! But I can't, since I have to study for exams that are coming up in about a week from now. It sucks, cause basically I have no time to do anything else except studying and working on a project I was assigned to do for school.
I'm going to be sooo glad when all of this over, cause I hate exam week. It seems all of my friends are enduring the same stress and being all occupied with studying.

There's this one exam...I've been preparing for it for a long time now, cause this exam is the toughest of the four exams I have to take. I already took this exam last year, but unfortunately I failed that exam. So this year I get two more chances to pass this exam, otherwise I can't continue the study and I will be forced to quit the study. So basically, this exam is my top priority at the moment. It's giving me a lot of headache, cause I'm worried that I won't pass it. There hasn't been a day since the last month or so, I haven't thought about this exam and thinking about if I'm going to pass it or not. And I'm even thinking about what to do if I don't make it! It's totally absurd and I don't actually want to think about that. Just thinking about that makes me depressed! So I have to keep thinking about positive things to keep me motivated, but it's so hard! I can easily say that this exam is the toughest exam I ever had in my life! So if I do pass this exam...oh my god...I would be sooo frickin' happy!! I would party all night long just to celebrate the fact I passed it! But we'll see how it goes, I've got two weeks left to prepare for this exam, so wish me luck!

Geez, this whole studying thing just blows!! No fun for me for the next two weeks :(. And yes, that also means not going out in the weekends. Can't wait for exam week to end and it hasn't even started yet! Ok enough about school...and on to an awesome video I came across. It's a video of an orchestra performing Nirvana's "Smells Like Teen Spirit". It's totally awesome and I watched it several times already! So I hope you like it!

2 comments

Make A Comment
top