So yesterday I finally saw my friend from high school after approximately 5 years. I was so excited to see her again and I had a really awesome time with her and it didn't even feel as if it's been five years already since the last time we saw eachother, cause it felt so familiar! We had soooo much stuff to talk about...there wasn't even enough time to catch up on all the things that's been going on in our lives for the last 5 years. We went to a nice Greek restaurant for dinner and the food was delicious and we talked and talked, it was great. And it was like this tiny little Greek restaurant and the whole atmosphere there was just awesome.

We already decided to go see a movie after dinner, so we went to see the movie: The Holiday. It's like this christmas feel good movie with Cameron Diaz, Jude Law, Kate Winslet and Jack Black. The movie was kinda long (2 hours and 18 minutes!) and predictable as usual, but it was still a pretty decent movie. After the movie ended we went to a bar to have a drink and after we left the bar I realized that I had already missed the last train, so she actually had to drive me back home again. But she didn't mind doing that.
The whole evening we were just laughing, joking around and talking about things that happend in high school etc.! So we had fun and we're definitely doing this again, no doubt about that.
Next weekend I'm actually going out again with two other friends from high school...we just wanted to meet up with eachother again and go out together. So I'm looking forward to that!

Anyway yesterday I received a christmas card from this guy that I know from my previous school. I actually wasn't expecting a x-mas card from him. I should tell you a story about this guy. Back when we were in school together this guy had a pretty big crush on me. Well he didn't really exactly told me this directly, but his friends told me that and sometimes it was pretty obvious that he had a crush on me. This one time he asked me out and I actually wanted to turn him down, but I didn't have the guts to do it...I know it's pathetic. It was actually the 2nd time he was trying to ask me out, cause the first time I kinda made up an excuse that I was busy or something and I told him that I had other stuff to do, cause I wasn't interested in him. But the 2nd time he called me up and I just felt sorry for the guy, so I ended up agreeing on going out with him to a bar. After I hung up the phone, I already regretted that I agreed to go out with him! He actually told all of his friends and some of my friends that he had a "date" with me...and I felt so embarrassed. And I gotta tell you...I've never in my life felt so uncomfortable with someone as the time I went with him to that bar! Omg it was terrible and I should've known better than agreeing to go out with this guy. Cause the conversations we had were just awkward and weird. The whole time I was there, I was thinking about when is this whole thing going to end. I just wanted to go home, cause this was by far the worst "date" I ever had!

After that we still talked on a regular basis on msn (he was usually the one approaching me on msn btw) and once in a while we would see eachother at some parties from mutual friends of ours. But I could sense he wanted to get close again with me, cause he was like sending me text messages all the time and I was like: "omg...I need to tell this guy I'm not interested in him!". But up to now I haven't told him that and I've been trying to avoid him the last couple of months. But two weeks ago he was sending me text messages again and this whole thing is just starting all over again. I don't know what to do...ohh I do know what to do...I have to tell this guy I'm totally NOT interested in him. But it's easier said than done, cause I just can't for some weird reason! Geez I could really use some advice right now on how to deal with this situation. This guy is pretty sensitive and I know he's going to be disappointed when I tell him this. So I've been dreading this moment for a long long time now! But it's getting to a point that I don't really have a choice. Hmm I'll give it some thought and we'll see what happens I guess.

Ok then...I'm obviously rambling again...so I'm going to end it now! I'll be back soon to blog some more. C-Ya!