Finally I get the chance to blog again...sorry it took a while, it's been one hell of a week for me. Last week I basically had to study the whole week. The whole week basically consisted of late night studying, 3 hours of sleep every day, lots of red bull and coffee and study study study!! I can honestly say I studied my ass off last week and it all paid off!
I had four exams this week, I already took them and one of those exams was a very important exam. I had to pass this exam, otherwise I would have one more chance left to pass it or I'll be forced to quit the study. So the other two exams on Monday went really well...totally aced it :D! The day after on Tuesday I had two other exams again, which included that one exam that was so important. I was nervous that day and it got worse when the exam started.

After the exam I felt totally miserable. I thought I had screwed up big time! The exam was really difficult and hearing everyone discuss the exam didn't help either, cause it only made me more depressed. After that stupid exam, I still had to take one more exam that day. I just basically filled in a couple questions and didn't bother to put any effort anymore into this exam. I just wanted to go home as fast as I could, cause I couldn't believe how bad the other exam went. I was literally sick to my stomach about it and I was super cranky when I got home. I've never had a bad day like that for a long long time. The only thing I told my mom when I got home was "I screwed up the exam and I think I failed it". That's the only thing I could say and I just went straight to my room. I was super disappointed in myself. You know, if you've put so much effort and time on preparing for a certain exam...you just want to ace that test. Well that's what I want at least. I just had a really bad feeling about it. I was talking to my friends that night, but they could hardly cheer me up that day.

So I wasn't really looking forward hearing the results of the (important) exam, cause my mind was already set on failure. I actually couldn't care less what my grades were for the other three exams. All I wanted was to pass that one exam that was so important, cause my whole study depended on this one exam. Yesterday I finally got an e-mail from my teacher and she said that I had passed the frickin' exam!! It took me about 5 to 10 seconds to process what she wrote in that e-mail. After that I jumped up in the air of relief and happiness :D!! I was soooo happy to hear that I passed the exam! I still don't know how I managed to pass it! I realized I no longer have to worry that I have to quit the study, cause with this exam, I had completed all of the obligated classes that I needed to pass of the first year. Yay :D!!

Exam week is over and I finally have some time to relax a lil' bit. It's been a pretty hectic week for me, but in the end everything worked out just fine! And I have more time to blog now, since all of my exams are over!! The only thing I did for the last three days was catch up on my sleep. I was pretty much exhausted after I finished taking all of the exams. Especially if you sleep only 3 hours a day because of all the studying. So I catched up on my sleep the last three days and I feel much better now! I'm planning to go out tomorrow and celebrate the fact I have completed all of my exams! I'm off to enjoy the weekend and I hope you all have an awesome weekend as well! C-Ya!!